I am a photographer. I have been making images since I was seven years old. And the photograph is never the point.
That probably sounds strange coming from someone who has spent a lifetime with a camera. But it is the truest thing I know about my own work, and understanding it is the difference between a photoshoot and what I actually do.
The image is the evidence
When the work goes well, the photograph that results is not a flattering picture. It is evidence — the record of a moment when something true surfaced and was witnessed. The image holds that moment. Makes it physical. Lets you return to it.
A pretty picture fades into the thousands of other pretty pictures. But an image that captured a real threshold — the moment you finally inhabited yourself — that image becomes an anchor. You look at it and your body remembers: that was real. I was there. I crossed that.
Made through the work, not after it
This is why I do not separate the photography from the rest of the work. The somatic facilitation, the archetypal mapping, the witnessing — these are not preparation for the photoshoot. They are the work, and the photograph is what becomes possible once the work has done its thing.
The camera comes last. By the time I lift it, you have already arrived. I am just there to witness it.
